Thursday, April 23, 2009
what is this?!
You know.. all your life you are praying/hoping to get something but when (maybe, possibly, probably...) you might get it, you just dont feel like you want it anymore!
My Dears you should know my 'craving' for this type of man. Now that i have a chance to get to, well... maybe explore something. I just feel so turn off. No! Dont get me wrong! I am not saying he is romantically interested in me. Just that, he is one of those few such type of man, i am able to get along with at a closer proximity.
He called me 'little miss sunshine' , 'clumsy' and all sort of nicknames but i think he is only trying to get into my good book so that i could do him favours. He said whenever he sees me, he feels very happy. (#xxxx who told me that -_-"). But when he told me that, i wanna faint lo. Cos i know that whenever he feels unhappy or depressed, he will surely ask me to cheer him up. And this is exactly what he did! Humph! I seriously dont like it! I feel like they are all treating me like a clown!
On the other hand, he is really quite nice and pretty honest. Neverthless, i felt disgusted at times and ahh.. really dun feel like talking more than 5 sentences to him. Yet he kept asking me out for lunch. Cos well, guess he is 'lonely' in the company. Being a good HR and i'm in-charged of his dpt, i just said okie. Of cos, it's not totally out of duty and obligations! I wanna be-friend him too! But now, i dunno why.. Just feel so turn off!
Tml we have set an appointment to lunch again. Bt seriously i am not looking forward to it.
How? Should i cancel?
P/s.
Life is ironic. Or simply you just grew out of your fantasy. Or your prayers work in the wrong way.
Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 9:45 PM
