Sunday, August 31, 2008


"Multi-Talented" Me


Went to GW's house on Sat to goof round' ...

Discovered my multi-talented side ... 。◕‿◕。




Never know i am so "talented"... Haha~ *Bleh*

♥..♥..♥..♥

It is amazing how technology works... After i changed my status in Facebook, "alot" of msgs came popping in (either SMS, Wall-to-Wall, MSN..). Well, this facebook... *Speechless*
Next time, i dun think i will meddle with those dangerous buttons anymore!

Anyway, it is also amazing what ppl said to you after you break up..
Now i heard stories from "friends" (reason for " " is cos' , can they be considered a friend if they spilled things about u?).. These stories are really so shocking & perhaps disgusting... If they are true, i am really speechless.. How can anyone commit the same things over n over again??? Personality disorder? Character flaw? Con - guy? Aiyo ~~~ I think time will tell lo ~

If it is true, i am going to be super mad!

And !!! I dunno wat i will do...

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 3:58 PM

Friday, August 29, 2008


I broke up..

So finally after so many hipcups, i have finally broken up with Terry.
Guess, only 2 of us know the true story behind the breakup. It is complicated..
Apart from " We are from 2 different worlds" , there are one more sensitive issue.
From this issue, i know he is not the one for me.
From our relationship, i think he might have discovered that he should probably stayed single forever. Well.. bt that's not possible cos' he is the only son.
Whatever it is, my last thoughts regarding the relationship are:
' True love only exists when 2 people stayed together to solve problems instead of running away.'
And an old bumpkin saying but yet so true:
' He will be the one for you if he is willing to stay by you through sickness, troubles & happiness.'
And finally:
'Love is not only about finding "The One" cos' there will never be "The One" without the willingness to sacrifice, change, adapt and be magnanimous towards each other differences/flaws.'
~ Goodbye my 1st ♥ ~

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 6:10 PM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008


I DID IT!!!!



Finally... I DID IT!!!! Yeshh~~~ After such a long long wait.... Trying, failing, trying again.. I DID IT!!!! I, TJM PASSED MY DRIVING!

OMG... 2 Years & 7 attempts... Finally!!!

I was so damm emotional yst! Right before the tester gave me the results, i was already tearing! I think he was shocked. He was counting my attempts & asked me wat happened.. I told him i have developed phobia for driving test le. (The whole time i was crying..) Come to think of it.. So embarassing!!!

Then when he finally told me, i passed! I was like, "Thank you.. thank you.. thank you.." So full of graditude, emotions n i dunno wat.. Just from the bottom of my heart, i said," Thank you". Think he can feel it too lo~ I think i am crying non-stop (ppl must have tot i failed)...

My teacher took 1 look at me and he tot i failed again! When i told him i passed, he was like.. " Passed 了,还哭!吓我一跳!" Then we hugged each other. Haha~ So dramatic... Then i cried back into BBDC to watch the video. The staff was shocked too. She asked, " Why you cry?" Then i told her the "story".. (Sigh~ jia lat nowadays very easy to cry... *must stop le*) Okie, finally i composed myself. But my eyes n nose still red red ma.. Den the guy infront of me asked,"需要这么激动吗?”So "story-time" again. Well basically, everyone (5ppl) who heard my story was like congrating me... LOL~

I heard from the staff, that yesterday has the highest passing rate. Was talking to an NUS guy who jus passed also (So qiao!), tt this month 的风水旺BBDC, so everyone must come here. Haha~ I think it is really 老天再帮我。。。 Cos initially, it wa going to rain de but when it is my turn to test, the sun came out. *HENG~* Then, after the video & applied for license, it was raining cats & dogs! But the amazing thing is, it seems the clouds are concentrated at BBDC only.

The NUS guy: 好像一个盖子喔~
Me:因该是GOD在洒 HolyWater。
The NUS guy:哈哈是咯。。。 *Bless you, bless you*!
After rushing home, i rushed to Wieland gathering @ Keppel Club ( noo. it's not at Marina @ Keppel Bay). Tried the Permankan Restuarant , tot that food was OK. But the desert was super! So nice!!! Love to hang out with them.. Well, cos i make them happy & they make me happy? LOL~ Anyway, Lena is leaving for Germany (she's going Bali today thou)... * Sad sad* Bye Lena, if we have fate, we shall meet once again... 。◕‿◕。
Sigh~~~ 7 attempts.. Like my ah gong's curse. My dad said my ah gong also tried 7 times before passing. He is super stubborn & refused to pay kopi-money... As the eldest granddaughter, think the "curse" passed to me. Haha~ (Cos' my brother got his driving license from army..)
Anyway, from now on.. somebody will not 看扁女人!Then i remember the "promise" i once made to 老天. I said if i ever passed my driving, i dun mind dying in a traffic accident. This makes me think of another "promise": 如果另外一个姻缘可以在复合,我愿意放弃我的姻缘。”Just wanna tell God, i have not forgotten.. If he decided to carry out his part of deal, so be it... I have already done my best.. I think i have really change alot. I am really 乖。
Guess this is my 命 ba... Haha~
mmm... 7 attempts.. is it worth celebrating?
Qsn: Will my dad give me a car?
Ans: Obviously, NOT!!!
Qsn: Will Terry give me a reward?
Ans: Probably, NOT!
Qsn: Will i give myself a present?
Ans: Think nope ba... Have to save up to treat ppl right? LOL~
Okok.. enuf... now shall concentrate on other things le..
This has finally come to an end...
Thank you....

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 10:03 AM

Monday, August 25, 2008


Uplifting my mood...


Recently, my emotions have been going on a roller coaster ride...

Up, Down, Up, Down.... Woahh~~ Seriously, dunno what i am doing anymore! So affected by other's words and actions towards me. Which i think now, is quite ridiculous.
Cos' why am i so affected by people who do not even know me inside-out, treasure me and really want the best for me?


So... I am trying very hard to sort my thoughts, feelings, emotions, IQ, EQ and then finally!!!
I have slightly enlightened myself today! Hope it will not go down anymore...


All thanks to my friends who have been giving me hints here and there. You may not have physically tell me stuff that enlightened me but oh well..
i still get inspirations from your stuff.
For example:

Gw:
"Somehow wonder why is it so hard to maintain a people-to-people relationship. how come we always expect more.. more and more and better, better and even better....

it's good to want to improve and enjoy a better understanding..but is it really that good?

somehow, someone.. some people will get hurt through the process..
trying all their best to live up to the standards of how others expect/want them to be like.....
a tiring yet challenging process..."

Jess:
- All her quick recovery incidents... Her philosophy in life, relationship & work...

Rl:
- Her simple way of treating unjust behaviours towards her & +ve outlook to life

Fiona:

- Her never-ending online counselling (LOL~) & sweet recalls of the past...


© Fiona's blog

That makes me recall:
My sweet memories


Oh yea... Dear friends, do not be surprised by the above...
Thou you may know how rocky my r/s was (quarrels & stuff),
T is NOT yet a Monster...

He is just very lost in love.. Perhaps like me (only tt i have an excuse)
I believe, everyone must be given the chance to love again.

We both have learnt our lessons, it is now the time to rectify the mistakes...

Promises made, promises kept, promises forgotten & new ones found again...

p/s.
so do not need to worry bout me, till next time... 。◕‿◕。

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 2:52 PM

Friday, August 22, 2008


Least Gloomy Post



I realized my blog has become gloomy & depressing recently..
Mmm so decided to upload some "fun" things ba... 。◕‿◕。


During the weekend, i accompanied T to Cashflow Competition @ Millenia Tower. Aiyo, the organizers hor~ think really cannot make it!
The flow is so slow & they dun even know wat they are doing lo!



Anyway, during the preliminary round, i sat beside T & accompanied him thru out the game (it's actually something like Monopoly but the game cost $300/box!!!). Then one of the organizer asked me if i am teacher in charge... -_-" OMG~ NO WAY! Den another one came & teased us that T has bring along a P.A. LOL~ Abit peiseh lei... Cos while T was playing, i was helping him with the money and stuff...
I think i gave him luck (haha~ :P) so he went to the semi-finals the next day. Bt on Sunday, i decided not to stay by him cos scared later make him lose face. You know, like ppl will say, "Why go competition, need your gf to sit beside you de?" Haha~
So i went to Suntec Convention & tried to zzz for 1.5hrs! Unfortunately, he didnt win this time.. :( (Told u i gave him luck! LOL~)

Basically, we spent Sat & Sun around Suntec & Marina! We went to the invest fair so many times lo! Took alot of freebies but nothing really interesting for me. Well did learn something, but regarding investment: I AM STILL A NOOB! 。◕‿◕。


Oh yea! I went to a bar on Tuesday at Clarke Quay. It is called Martin's Entertainment & wooo~ it's very cosy & fun! I mean there are no fancy decorations, the ambience was just ok & it was pretty ulu (you wont notice the club when walking along the street). But it is COOL!

WHY?

Cos' you get to sing unlimited K-songs!!! Haha~ Not many ppl ma! Den you can play pool too!
I quite like this place! 。◕‿◕。

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 4:52 PM

Monday, August 18, 2008


感言(一)

感言(一)



我知道他们对你很重要 - 是你的全部, 而我什么都不是。。。

所以可以很容易地把我丢弃。。。

所以可以不顾我的感受,任意地糟蹋我。。。

我在你心中真的就是如此而已吗?
美丽,灿烂的玫瑰花,也会因此而凋谢。。。

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 8:41 PM


Life is so Fed Up @ Times!!!

Life is so FED - UP @ times!
Like the table tennis match, after waiting for so long (48 years) just when we tot we might have a tiny weeny chance of getting GOLD, we lost... Ok, maybe we've already foresee that it's not possble for us to beat China bt @ least we still hope, right?


Yea, FED - UP!

Another example: Like when u 好心 help ppl to choose modules n stuff, ppl in the end will just put the blame on u for the modules they get. Was like OMG... You are the one who dont bother to go find other modules & den when i suggest this n that, you rejected everything! (I can forgive & forget about this... ) I am not the one who asked you choose tt elective wor. I told you to go for E.R, since you are super not interested. Bt den, you asked me to help u go bid for tt cos u juz want to secure a module. Now the project grp can only have max 3 ppl (not tt i have any knowledge of it @ the beginning), you started throwing blames on me. Aiyo~~~~ Den drop elective & try to secure E.R ba... Sigh!!! Lucky there will be no next semester!
Are u really my friend???? -_-"

Yea, FED - UP!
See something relaxing ba...

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 1:35 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008


Before i Fall in Love

CoCo Lee - Before I Fall in Love


My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been fooled before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

♥
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

♥♥
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

♥♥♥
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

♥♥
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

♥
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

* Totally reflect what i feel... *

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 5:37 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008


Footprints in the sand

Leona Lewis - Footprints in the Sand
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d08X2lN669k
You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going,
♥
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way
Then I heard you say,
♥♥
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
♥♥♥
I see my life flash across the sky
So many times have I been so afraid
And just when I
I thought I lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
♥♥♥♥
That's when you say
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
♥♥♥♥♥
When I'm with you,
Well I know you've been there
And I can feel you when you say
♥♥♥♥♥♥
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
When your heart is filled with
Sadness and despair,
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
Thanks ed for the song...

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 6:36 PM


A Sign?

雙子星座的女人
雙子座女人像一個萬花筒,一會兒變一個花樣,你似乎永遠弄不清她真正的形狀。有人說一個女人欣賞或吸引的男人,總會有一定的典型。但對於雙子座的女子來說可就不一定了。
由於她雙重,甚至多重的個性,她所欣賞的、吸引的男性,可就是各種類型都有了!

這麼聽起來,你的處境好像有點四面楚歌的樣子!不過你應該能夠了解,其他的男人也跟你一樣很難抵抗她的魅力。憑良心說,雙子座的女子實在很有趣,她可以像個小男生一樣,陪你上山下海的瘋狂玩樂;也可以正經八佰的跟你聊天文地理!當然,她更會像個小公主一樣跟你花前月下溫柔纏綿。她是那麼的充滿著樂趣和變化!
只可惜她你的態度,也是變化多端,難以捉摸。你以乎很難理解,為什麼昨天才令她痴迷的優點,今天竟成了被她嗤之以鼻的缺點。先不要傷心,也不要生氣!你應該先冷靜下來,認真的了解一下這個讓你開心又叫好你煩心的小精靈。

雙子座的女子有著豐富無比的想像力,而在現實的生活中,愛情似乎是讓她發揮想像力的最佳園地,她幾乎可以在每一個愛情故事中,成功的扮演著不同的角色。因此很多人批評雙子座的女子把愛情當成遊戲。
對於一些年紀很輕的雙子座女孩來說,遊戲的成分多少是有那麼一些的,但是請你務必相信,在每一個雙子座女子的心裡,都有著對於愛情天長地久的渴望。但是她們的多重個性,總是讓她在欣賞你某些優點的同時,又在挑剔你可能有的缺點。比方說,她很可能在讚美你的藝術天份的同時,又批抨你太過軟弱!這樣反覆的情緒下,最困擾的人並不是你,而是她自己。因為雙子座的女子通常都會獨自處理自己的心情,你頂多只會覺得她忽冷忽熱而已。
我有位雙子座的好友,她的戀愛史也是多采多姿。但是每當她開始一段感情的時侯,我總是相信這一次她是終於找到白頭偕老的對象了。因為,她是那麼的喜悅,喋喋不休的對我說對方的好處,滿臉幸褔的模樣,讓我猜想,大概不出兩個月就可以收到她的喜帖了。結果,大概兩個星期之後。她就會非常沮的數落著對方的錯(有的也並不是錯,而是與她種種的不適合)。而當她發現了這些問題之後,就漸漸和對方疏遠了,我真的很替她難過,看著她的愛情一次次的破滅。雖然過不了太久,又可以聽到她生趣盎然的談著她的新戀情,但是,我真的相信,每當愛情開始的時侯,她是真的有著天長地久的誠意的。雙子座女子的確對於學習適應對方的一切比較缺乏耐性,但是隨著年齡的增長,她會慢慢學著收斂自己善變的個性,而將它轉變成單調生活中,求新、求變的力量。

聽到這樣的結論,你應該覺得前途大有可為了吧!不過,你除了需要多一點耐心之外,我仍然要提醒你——跟一個雙子星的女子相處,唯一避免自己受傷,又能與她相處融洽的方式,就是自己不斷的變。多變的生活和氣氛會讓她生趣盎然,更會保持她對你的熱愛。你可以儘情的發揮自己多樣的才華,不必擔心她會無法適應,雙子座的女子不會是個黏人的橡皮糖。不過,不要冷落她太久,寂寞的等待,不是個雙子座女子容易忍受的事,否則,她忘記你的速度,肯定會讓你心碎。

我剛才說過了,雙子座女性的善變會隨著年齡的成長日趨穩定。尤其是當她答應與你攜手共度此生之後,聰明的她,會很理性的要求自己做一個稱職的妻子。你應該相信她的反應靈活,適應性絕佳,辦事效率極高,扮演妻子的角色是難不倒她的。除非你非要嚴格地要求她作個傳
統的家庭主婦。否則你一定會慶幸自己娶了個可愛又多變的嬌妻。

你不會有一個整天板著臉,抱怨家用錢不夠的黃臉婆。相反地,當你煩惱錢賺得太少的時侯,她可能會幫你想一大堆賺外快的點子。你可能那天下班回家的時侯,發現她把家裡所有的家俱都重新安置的煥然一新。也可能打開門之後發現她一個人沮喪的躲在牆角,渴望你給她一個浪漫的擁抱。當你們邀請朋友到家裡作客的時侯,她總會成為一個俐落又大方的女主人,給大家製造愉快的氣氛。你不要太限制她的自由,當然她也不會過分的限制你。不要在她興緻沖沖告訴你她的新計劃時,表現得漠不關心。她可能今天滿臉甜蜜的告訴你,她覺得自己是全世界最幸褔的小女人,明天又憂傷的告訴你,她很擔心你們之間愛的感覺已經不再了。
這時侯,你需要的是一點幽默感。你不妨跟她說:「真的嗎?那真是太糟糕了,妳是不是能給我一個機會,讓我再追你一次呢?」俏皮而機智的言語,是永遠討雙子座女子喜歡的,她本身就是一個極具表達愛情技巧的精靈,若是碰上了一塊木頭,豈不是太掃興了嗎?

請你記得,時時牽牢她的手,隨著她變化的節奏,你會發現,生活就是一個萬花筒,五彩繽紛,刺激有趣。
♥♥♥♥
天蠍星座的男人

你的心是玻璃做的嗎?如果是的,快逃吧!否則就準一支掃把來掃玻璃碎片好了。

天蠍座的男人是杯烈酒,既使有些外表看來溫和淡然,他依是一杯看起來像白開水的高梁酒,在你毫無防備的一飲而盡之後,馬上就醉的分不清方向了。
他是無敵鐵金鋼,唯一免於被他打敗的方式,就是永遠不跟他作戰,你有兩種方式,一是無怨無悔的愛他,再不就是把自己練成金鋼不壞之身。

天蠍座的男人帶魔鬼般的魅力,讓你有如被催眠一樣的被他吸引,他忽而熱情如火,忽而冷漠的像冰,如果你跟他挑起戰端,倒楣的準是自己。吵架的時侯,他會口不擇言,每一句話都讓你心碎,你一定會恨死他了。可是等他怒火平熄,他彎下腰吻你淌血的心,那種甜蜜又立刻麻碎了所有的疼痛,他就有這種能耐,愛上他,就請準備強壯的心臟坐愛情雲霄飛車吧!去問問那些曾經為天蠍座男人瘋狂,又為他們心碎的女人。
他的魅力究竟在哪裡?我想他們會告訴你——是他的眼神。

天蠍座男人有一眼刺穿你的本領。他似乎一眼就看出了你渴望些什麼,害怕些什麼,在他面前你似乎不需要什麼告白和辯解,偽裝是沒有什麼用的。除非你對這個蠍座的男人完全不來電,否則在你的眼光與他交會的剎那,你就註定難逃這場驚心動魄的愛情歷險。
很多深經世故的女人在蠍座男人放肆的眼睛下也會覺得羞愧,就好像是當眾被剝了衣服一樣的感覺。

他總能輕易的掌握你的弱點,如果你不信邪,想要跟他鬥法,最好的結果也頂多是兩敗俱傷,不過這種情況不太多,多數時侯都是他冷冷地看著你遍體鱗傷的躲在角落哭泣。
我有一位好朋友,有著漂亮的臉蛋。迷人的身材,出眾的學歷還有聰明的頭腦,她和那個蠍座的男人的戀愛是一見鍾情,立刻墜入情網,沒有多久他們就訂了婚。但是由於她從小就是那麼的優秀,總是被捧在手裡的,因此,難免有些頤指氣使的大小姐脾氣,她想要駕馭其他的一切。但她卻忽視了蠍座男人驚人的好勝心。許多年來,那個男人對的壞脾氣一直容忍,有些時侯連我們都覺得她實在有些過份。一直到他們結婚的前一個月,連喜帖都印好了,她突然告訴她:「你大概不會嫁給我了,因為我做了對不起你的事。」
我那位好強的朋友就完全被打敗了。真的,如果他告訴她:「我變心了,不想娶你了。」她或許會覺得好過些,因為她會覺得這樣的男人不值得留戀,傷痛很快就會過去,面對親友也有比較好的說辭。但他卻把這個難題交給她去解決。
短短幾天,她的傲氣和神采全看不到了,在我們面前哭得像個淚人兒似的。
最後,她們解除了婚約,她決定的,因此所有來自父母的壓力和心內的煎熬,全都得自己承擔。

想要傷害一個蠍座的男人真的很難,因為真的很少有人比他能忍,比他不怕痛。想清楚了嗎?如果想逃,請務必消失的徹底。如果決心守著他,就請你最好心悅臣服,不要引起他任何對你挑釁的意念。

其實天蠍座的男人除了對異性有著難以解釋的吸引力之外,他的個性的確也有著獨特的優點。他堅強而有韌性,他勇敢的面對失敗,他堅持自己的主張,不怕所有的反對和阻撓。對於他所選擇的工作,有著永不熄滅的熱情,不管是看他,或是陪他作任何事都很過癮。
當天蠍座男人專注於某一件事情的時侯,給人一種自信而且堅決的感覺,那種全力投入,勢在必得的表情真的非常迷人。他在面對挫折時的堅強勇敢會讓你覺得驕傲。雖然有時他故意找麻煩的令人討厭(他們多少有些潛在的虐待狂傾向),但是你仍得承認他討厭的很可愛。

天蠍座男人的醋勁,也跟他所有其他的情緒一樣的強烈。這一點你可千萬要小心,一旦燃起他嫉妒之火,你恐怕會很難收拾。「星星之火,足以燎原」你總知道吧!不過,他引起你吃醋的機會可能多的不勝枚舉,而你的憤怒、淚水、甚至尋死尋活,恐怕對他起不了什麼作用,在這一方面你除了給他完全的信賴之外,就是讓自己有十足的自信。不過憑良心說,天蠍座的男人都挺有定力的,他誘惑別人很容易,別人想誘惑他恐怕沒有這麼簡單。不要光聽他說的狠話,想想他為你做的一切,其實他對你也挺好的,不是嗎?只是堅持用他的方式愛你罷了!做一個成熟勇敢的女人,你才真的能體會到天蠍座男人的熱情和刺激,無人可比。

如果你決定嫁給一個蠍座的男人,請終生記得——絕不要有統馭他的慾望,我朋友的例子應該給你很大的警惕,放棄你的驕傲,不要在意表面上誰佔了上風。
♥♥♥♥
mmm... 我已放弃我的骄傲,只想换来你的体谅与真诚。。。

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 11:28 AM

Friday, August 8, 2008


For the Benefit...


For the benefit of everyone (who reads my blog)...
I have created a ♥♥♥ New Heart ♥♥♥.
I have tried to make everything as fair as possible! (It's hard to draw with a mouse!)
Well, as for the position... *It's a secret "不能说的秘密"...*
(Aiya, actually dun need to care much bout' it)
So: "NO MORE COMPLAINTS!" Hehe~ 。◕‿◕。




Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 11:39 AM

Monday, August 4, 2008


i H.A.T.E bidding !!!

Bidding Season again...
Today is just the starting of bidding & already has 7 ppl fighting for 5 vacancies...


(-_- ") ......


I wish i have 2000+++++ Pts...

P/s. Was talking to Vin yst... He said i have seems to grown up le.. Last time when i was in Poly, still think like a kid.. Haha~ I never know i am a kid once..
Miss the good old days... :)


Vin like all my other friends will always have a special place in my heart.
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Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 10:45 AM