Wednesday, February 25, 2009


Flower!

What a nice surprise after a day at work! My post-valentine's flower. Hahaha~ I think i am really going abit cuckoo le. This is the 1st time i am so ridiculously overjoyed from receiving flowers.


My little flower ~
Must caught it from my 'Cant-wait-to-get-attached' colleague. I tell u ah, i think she is nearly a 'Nut' case le. She is so sensitive bout' her weight, her status and age, that right now i think she has listed me down in her 'Hate List'. Well, cos i sort of mmm.. very tactlessly mentioned bout' all the above (bt i am NOT referring to her or anyone!!!) then i think she get so worked out? Dunno la... bt today she even bought the CLEO's magazine cos inside got 50 most eligible bachelors. I really wanna *faint* lo~ I tried to be enthusiastic bout the 50 bachelors.. saying wah~ so handsome blah blah... Den' she just gave me a faint smile.

When she dont smile, I really feel like asking her whether i owed her 1million dollars or not lo~ So scary... Bt well, i will still be friendly with her. And i think she is also trying to be friendly with me. But i think there's some weird vibes between us. Mmm.. i should be understanding right? Yes, i think i should be more sensitive & tactful. Cos' if i reach her age (29), i'll probably be very worried, stressed & ultra-sensitive if i am not attached yet.

Ok. Miss TJM, you must be more understanding!!!

Anyway! I hope they gave her the flower too. Cos she has been complaining why she never received flowers on V-day... Haha! Well, i tot of giving mine to her bt i am afraid she tot i pity her or trying to suan her. Oh~ the flower were given by some beauty parlor as a marketing gimmick. Bt so so so nice! It's real somemore lo~ Haha! K!
Shall stop being so cuckoo... Hehe~

i ♥ the bright bright color!

nvr realized a stalk looks nicer den a bouquet ~

* I feel ♥! *
。◕‿◕。

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 9:06 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2009


Loan Free or Not?

Thanks to my parents, i am no longer tied to any loans! Haha... The interest the bank charges is simply ridiculous! 4.25% per month! If you wanna defer your payment till 2 years later, it will be + 1% more. Excuse me.. in such situation now, i dun think 'anyone' can afford such high-interest loan lo! Although my dad has agreed to clear my study loan since long long time ago, i still must thanks him for billing me out. 。◕‿◕。

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Now is the stupid car problem. I dun wanna get out of one loan to enter another. But! The car is really park down there un-used! So am thinking of getting weekend car. Bt geez~ no matter whether i like it or not (cos it is simply the right thing to do), i must share the cost with my dad. Haiz~ Not like i am earning alot lo~ How how how?

It is definitely pleasant get a new car. Cos' this time i will be choosing! I have suggested Volkswagen to my dad & he totally flipped. Lol~ But it is cute ma! I dun want boring Toyota again! I want CUTE CARS!!!! And NICE COLORS TOO! Okie back to the point, it is definitely nice to get a new car. But it also mean a cost! A substiantial one in fact...

Nvm.. maybe i am thinking too much now! Nothing has being decided yet. Just empty promises and lots of talks... I believe fate has already planned his way for me. So we'll see... 。◕‿◕。

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Neol Sarang Ha get Suh 널 사랑하겠어




ne du gao u ni psu ri no e bu du ro u ni psu re da ger wo ne
(希望我火熱的唇可以碰觸到你柔軟的唇)
ne sa rang i no e ka su me jo ne ji do rok
(好讓我的愛傳達到你心裡)
a jik do na e ma u mer mo ru go is so tda myo nun
(你還不知道我的心)
i se sang gu nu gu bo da nor sa rang ha ge sso
(這世上沒人比我更愛你)
nor sa rang ha ge sso on je ga ji na
(我愛你 直到永遠)
nor sa rang ha ge sso ji gum i sung an cho rom
(我愛你 就像此時此刻一般)
i se sang gu nu gu bo da nor sa rang ha ge sso
(這世上沒人比我更愛你)


or yo un ye gi ro no e ho gi xi mer qa gu kar su do is so
(用難懂的話語激起你的好奇心)
ku hu nan yu hi ro i ba mer bo ner su do is so
(用常玩的遊戲度過這個夜晚)
ha ji man na e ma u mer i je nun a ra jo su myo ne
(但是更想你現在能確認我的心意)
i se sang gu nu gu bo da nor sa rang ha ge sso
(這世上沒人比我更愛你)

Totally in ♥ with this song! I have already planned it to be used as my wedding song. Hahaha! It's so simple, yet romantic, sweet & straight to the point w/o being too mushy...
Personally i like the female version more. What about you?

Now am trying to learn how to play it on the piano. But i am having so much difficulty trying to translate those scores into notes tt i understand! So anyone who knows how to play piano, can you please teach me? I have the music sheet.. Just need your help! Thanks thanks!

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 11:38 AM

Thursday, February 19, 2009


Blur...

I think i am super blur + careless...

Have cut myself so many times , dropped so many stuff + forget tis & tt...

The ultimate is, today's incident. I need to clarify with this lady her address so tt I could send her the rectified testimonial. Her name is Angela Teoh. So i do a search in our telephone directory and saw this Angela Teoh. The person picked up the call and informed me that Angela Teoh was on leave today.

I was like, 'Huh?' Cos i jus saw her.. Even thou' today is her last day but it is still not possible tt she leave the company so fast! So i informed the person tt, Angela can't be on leave cos today was her last day. Then the person kana shocked. She was like, 'WHAT???!!!' Then suddenly i was enlightened, 'Oh gosh... tis is not Angela Teoh *Blah blah* extension?' Can hear the lady let out a sigh of relief. She told me i scared her. Just then i realized the Angela I called is an Assistant Manager! Wa lao~ Imagine wat a big Woo-Ha tt i have created...

But i think it's super funny! Cos that woman was really shocked! Hahaha~

*YAWN* am so so tired now... abit sianz bout' tml recruitment talk... :( NUS here i come again!

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 9:01 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009


About Fate...


Wat is it about fate?

When you saw someone tt u tot u'll not meet again - twice in a day, thrice in a week?


1) Bumped into a classmate back from poly & discovered she's working @ the same building as me...


2) Saw someone from my past while i am walking in a daze ...


3) Remember tt Indo-Chinese guy who chat me up (on the bus) during my last internship? I met him again!!! Geez~ Was at NTU recruitment talk & he was there too! Wa lao~ Tot i have fully got rid of him after my internship lo~ He still remember my name! I was like wow~ This time bo bian, has to give him my contact le. Bt never gave him my phone no. la... Only gave him my work's email... *PLEASE... DUN WORK IN MY CO.!*

♥。◕‿◕。♥

Now i am kind of paranoid bout something..
Cos' yst my HR director decided to drive some of us out to catch a cab home. He decided to drop us off at JE MRT. So he exited at my place there - meaning if turn left = my place, turn right = go JE.. I think is kinda stupid tt i go all the way there n back again esp since i am so near my home le. So i kind of hint him tt, tt's my place and asked him to drop me at my place. Haha! I think all the other SR. Colleagues are shocked lo. I have one Senior Manager, Manager & Officer sitting in the car with me & they are like wow~ I am so new & i dun think anyone of them have sat in the Director's car after starting work for a few days only. Especially!!! Made him sent them home! Well.. i didnt barked out instructions to him la~ Bt it's like mmm... So can see why i am so paranoid now.


Also, i have a super disgusting nickname now! The cleaner aunty in my co. call me 小宝贝... I really pengz when i heard her! OMG~ Know why she called me tt? I shall leave it to your imagination... See if you can guess correctly or nt.. Haha!

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 10:51 AM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009


3rd Day at Work!

So fast.. 3rd day le~
Realized experience is really necessary if you are entering the HR field. So right now, i am learning from the lowest of the hierachy. Though, some of the stuff i have already learnt from my pervious working experiences. The difficult part now is to memorize Deliotte's structure and its different businesses. Will go crazy lo~

Colleagues are friendly at work but i think we are not able to communicate tt well outside of work. Their fav topic is always on weight, weight, weight! Then being so new, i cant get to understand their inside's jokes lo. Plus, they are not really great conversationalist. Meaning, they dont tend to initiate the conversation nor keep it going. Aiyo... Tong ku lo~ I hope we will get along better after sometime. Else, i definitely cannot take it. Interaction is just so impt for me!Anyone who is working at Tanjong Pagar, can call me out for lunch. Cannot everyday makan with them if like tt.. If they dun die, i'll die.


Right now, i'm still draggy about working. I hate squeezing the MRT. It make me so sad. Everyday when i squeeze, i feel like crying. Not only that, it reminds me why i am working in Shenton instead of Jurong area so tt i can drive. Then when i saw those office ppl in Shenton Way and knowing tt i am one of them. I also feel like crying. Wearing all those formal clothes, high heels and trying to act professional are so not me. So my dad started nagging at me that he told me not to choose this path but i did not heed his advice. Yes, probably if i become a plant researcher, my dad will give me $ to rebuild the farm. I can have my freedom then. Bt it's too late. I never regret chasing after my HR dream. Just tt i dun like the cost of the whole package.


Being in this adult world, trying to act like them makes me sick. Cos' deep down i think that i am still a child. As compared to the others, i feel like an alien sometimes. I can't tell u exactly why but it is the kind of feeling they gave me. It's scary sometimes and i dun dare to look at them. Well, i am not saying they are horrible ppl, nothing bout their character but .... they are just so seasoned and well... adult. Maybe i am thinking too much, maybe not... Or just simply, i am too kiddish and protected...


My colleagues told me tt i will get used to working life soon. I believe so too. But on the other hand, i dun want to get used to it. Cos' 习惯了就等于认命了~ 我真的很不想认命。Perhaps a few years later, when i re-read this post i will find it so childish but right now, this is what i feel. Nothing will change this fact as for now.


I wanna put on weight but working always makes me lose weight. Just the 3rd day and i'm falling sick. Can't stand myself! Am i so fragile? Am i so easily stressed? Aggg.. watever! I think i'm losing the freshness and happiness le~ Cos my colleague saw my ID photo and tot i went for make-over. I nearly pengz~ Working always make me lose my beauty. Haha! I have no mood to 扮美美 too. Although Shenton gals always spend lots of efforts on their appearence but i really heck care. Wa~ Think i am going to be old, ugly and haggard soon... Wa~~~~


Anyway dun worry everyone. I will survive and aza aza all the way! Let me complain in my own blog la~ An avenue to release my frustration! After all, it's only the 3rd day right? I guess this is life ba~ 每当累了就好想找一个人依靠 but it is not practical, neither is it possible. So i will take a look at GW's gift for source of motivation. It tells me 'To live each moment is a success...' Everytime, i feel like crying, i will remind myself tt you guys will always be with me so i must be strong. Everytime i feel like giving up, i told myself i must work hard for baby. Finally, i realized only my friends (the truest of them), understand me the best.... Anyway Jason is right, i am still considered as 幸福 de.. So for tt, i will put on a brave smile 。◕‿◕。 & continue my journey.



Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 8:37 PM

Sunday, February 8, 2009


Thaipusam & Random...

I cant believe i woke up so early today (bout' 5.40am?) to see the Thaipusam Festival. Forgot to bring my cam cos i was still so sleepy! Actually 4 years ago, i went before. It was much interesting then. Cos those ppl will appear in huge groups with lots of dancing and music going on. This year, it was rather sparsed and there wasnt much actions. We didnt see any ppl who have their 神上身 too. Last time, we saw lots! An obvious difference is, there are more other ethnic groups this year that participated in the festival. Result of globlization...

I really respect the ppl who carried those heavy Kavadi. With all those things piercing thru them and the weight of the Kavadi pulling on their skin... Eww.. 佩服,佩服! The power of religion! My mom said that in the past (when she was still a kid), even the on-lookers will kana 神上身 too. But as the years goes by there are lesser cases now. I think it's because, ppl nowadays no longer have a pure and innocent heart. They are filled with stress, burdens, materialistic, selfish n evil tots. They no longer faithfully and throughly believed in their religion. As a result, those 神 also dun wanna come down to the mortal world anymore. I think if i am 神 , i also dun want to come down lo. Cos' no matter how i preached you to be kind & blah blah, mankind will ultimately choose to do what they want.

Just spend a moment to think of the world. We are losing rainforests, animals, ppl starving to death, dun have a place to stay and blah blah.. If only all of us believe in letting go some of our own materalistic gains, the world will be much better. For example, why do we have to 暴饮暴食, eat those 三珍海味 when there are some kids are out there who have to worry bout' food every minute? If we just eat lesser (enuf for our survival and to grow healthily) and shared the rest, den everyone will be happy. If we stop emphazing on the grow of economy, competing against one another, there will definitely be less land developments and we will save lots of forest and animals. Why are we spending money on our face, nails, and bodies when there are ppl out there who dun even have somewhere warm to live? If we dun live in air-con rooms, we will also do something for the environment too.
Everyone just do their part, live to consider others, the world will be much much better.

Well, 说的容易, 做的难! I think humans are like that. Sigh~ I also dunno wat to say... Cos i am not able to live completely like a hermit too. Being a girl, i am totally nuts bout shopping. For the past 4 days, i have been shopping like crazy. Total bill ran up to bout' $500 le. See.. Spendthrift~

Since Fiona asked me to update bout my personal life, i shall tell you some memorable bits ba. mmm... well i'm starting work tml after my planned/ unplanned (haha~) holiday. Fate ba! *Cross Fingers* Hope things will work out! Should update more next time.

Den yea lo~ this year really 红壤心动... But i think 一切随缘吧~ 有缘的,走的再远,再久也会有机会碰面的一天 。◕‿◕。I am still growing up, there are lots of things i havent see and do not understand yet. I think i need to do it alone. To understand who I really am, to find out what is this world about... I hope i am making sense. Haha~

Mmm.. den i got 'recruited' by Dawn Yeoh's agency too. But of cos' i am not so powerful like Dawn la~ She was groomed F.O.C, which is a really 1:1000,000 thing. Bryan Wong once said that,' No one will groom you for free unless you have the makings of a star.' It's not very exp but i did not go. Cos' somehow i feel like they are taking our $ to cover their more potential models' cost. LOL~ 人要有自知自明啦~ Maybe next time, when i want to shoot those make-over photos den I go for it. Haha! Bt at last i got poached by a reliable agency rather than those corny ones at Orchard Rd. Haha!

Last bt not least, my fav phrase of the year:
面对它,接受它,处理它,放下它。。。

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 11:17 AM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009


Lazy to Update

Have lots of news to share.. Bt i am jus plain lazy!
So for the sake of Miss Fiona, I decided to post these 'fun stuff' that I did when i am bored... Hehe~

Let's welcome President JM!
(Although i would prefer to call myself a queen.. haha~)

Remember myheritage.com? This used to be the hottest site a few years back! Now i am back for more fun...
Bt who the hell is Vivian Lai anyway? Dun think i look like anyone of them... Geez~
Well, for fun ma.. So dear all, you should go n try lo~

All About Me!!!

You Are Level-Headed and Trustworthy


You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?


Your Seduction Style: Au Natural


You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.

That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!

The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.

Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.

You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.

Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.

As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?


You Were A Charming Poet.


Where You Lived: Korea.

How You Died: Killed in Battle.

Who Were You In a Past Life?


Your Heart Craves Love


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Well some are quite true, others are bullshit... Haha! But okie la~ Accuracy bout 90%...
Go try these quizzes when you are as 无聊 as me. Quite entertaining wor~

Shall update more when i am in the mood~ 。◕‿◕。

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 6:09 PM

Monday, February 2, 2009


I Miss Taiwan... :(

Suddenly miss Taiwan alot alot alot...
(1)
I miss my Tai Da....


(2)
I miss my sunset @ Fisherman Wraft...


(3)
I miss eating the gigantic ice-cream in such cold weather...
(even thou i just take 2 bites)


(4)
I miss my Hot Tub/ Hot Spring...


(5)
I even miss taking photo with the froggie mascot...



Waaa~ Why do i have to come back???!!!! :(

Posted by *+* xiAo mIn *+* at 9:41 PM